Thursday, January 28, 2010
What a day.
In Vista D5 today, guess what? It's not a classroom, it's a fridge. It just freeze everybody in the room. Freaking cold! All the F words just shot out of everybody's mouth. When we came out of the room, 4 of us is shaking. So cold that we all shivers. Best part is, I am wearing my jacket.
Took 169 home, when I was about to alight, I went to stand at the door, the bus stops at the junction and there's another bus stop beside, a lil girl, with her brother, is sitting directly in front of me, two of them were so amused by the "scenery" outside and they were smiling all the way. Then she looked up and had eye contact with me, I smiled to her, she smiled back. The feeling is like, omg, damn sweet. haha. It just brighten up day. Me likey see children smile, because you will know that those smiles are sincere. They smile from the bottom of their heart. Not faking at all, you could sense it. I love kids. They are always reminding us things that we have forgotten what we could do in the past. I just loveeee them! (;
5:46 AM
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
tsk, today the bus just didn't stop and straight go up to the high way T.T Luckily, it exit somewhere nearby and had a bus stop. Went down the bus and went opp to take another bus back. Geez.
Today went school in the morning again. Tired! But it's okay, manage to do some of the piece (; Though still have alot to do. Sighs. One more week before handing up. Must do it at home already.
3:50 AM
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Just not my day
Today is just not my day. Tsk. Got up at 7 plus and went to school. Reached school at 8. Daddy fetched me to school. Thank you dad. Did stuffs that we have done in studio design class. Class ended fast and went to the lab to return the cables. Forgot that the lab closed at 11.30. When we reached there, me and nicole were like -.-''' Damn, the lab is closed. I called the person, but the person say that he have no choice but we have to wait till 3.45 then they will be back. Wthell lah, it was 12 at that time. I still have to rush off to meet Jol. Tsk. Max later came in, and he was -.-''' too. haha, he called the person and he told the person that we are rushing for time, so asking if they could come back. After a few calls, they finally came back. We exchanged our cards with the other class people, and took back our ezlink.
Met Jol at cwp, went to eat mcdonald and then bus to bugis. She just came from there thou. hahaha. Got in a jam and waste half an hour more. Jol missed her lunch time offer for mac. hahaha.
Reached bugis, bought my bubble tea and went mcdonald again, this time Jol was the one eating. Thou I bought some stuff to eat too. APPLE PIE! (; Saw a guy who dressed damn cool. His dressing make him refine and style. *thumbs up* Went to dorothy perkins. The staffs there really C.M.I. Well, I am fine with it if you don't smile thou you are suppose to, but giving attitudes really make people turn OFF. Fcuk her okay.
Shopped at bugis street. Went up and down, tried clothes but didn't get what I liked. Met lizhen because Jol want her to give comments on her dress. Haha, she bought a nice dress, thou she say that it's not really that nice when she wore it once she reached home. haha. Me got a white and a grey dress too. Nice. Took 80 back to Sk.
I don't know why once I got up the bus today, no matter which bus. I would immediately feel cold and start freezing. Even when I have my jacket. Well, slept the own journey back to Sk. Quite tired and cold. Dreamt throughout the journey.
Reached Sk, was queuing for my bus back to yck. Guess what. Got into the wrong queue and me and Jol were still wondering why the queue is not moving, until I realised it, the bus is gone. I still chase after it somemore. MALU TTM! then took 163 instead, a longer trip back home.
Had a headache since morning. Feel like my brain is going to burst.
6:02 AM
Saturday, January 23, 2010
what a tired night.
Wasn't sleeping well last night. Tsk. Had a series of dream. And they are all so real but I just don't feel scared at all.
My first dream was I felt somebody is grabbing me from the back. I screamed, but no voice came out. I screamed again and no voice come out again. So I tried to move my finger and then I felt I could scream so I woke up and ran to my parent's bedroom. But that bedroom and that bed was the one before I moved my house, I knew it was a dream so I woke up. Changed my sleeping position and started another dream.
This time was, I woke up in the morning because I heard some noises outside. I thought my parents was awake because they are going for work, so I thought to myself that maybe I could get up and have something to eat first. So I got up and look into my parents room. They were both asleep but I still heard sounds from the living room, so I walk towards the living room and take a look. A girl was sitting at my mahjong table and playing with the tiles. Though I never see the girl before, but once I saw her, my mind told me that she is my sis's friend, but I still asked "who are you." She then took out a fake gun and when I saw it, I ran towards my parents room and shout. My father came out and told me not to worry because she is my sis's friend. I still thought to myself like wth is she doing at our house early in the morning. Tsk. The subsequent dreams I have forgotten. Until 10 plus in the morning, I finally gave up sleeping. Woke up and have the real breakfast instead. Was still kinda tired. TSK. Can't even have a good sleep on the Sunday. T.T
Haven't finish my homework. DIE. arghhh. forget it.
11:15 PM
Friday, January 22, 2010
i don't know what am i doing.
whatever things I do recently are just actions that are processing in my sub-conscious , because I really have no idea what I've done and why I did all those things. Proud of myself though, cause I don't even know what has occupied my brain that I never remember anything I have done lately. Tsk. Emotions aren't stable too. Very not stable. Just feel like have a nice and big quarrel with somebody. I will just scream the hell out of that person. HAHAHA. Wants to do a lot of things, but I don't know what.
Life is just BORING TTM.
Just have the feeling of emptiness no matter what I do.
Nothing feels right. Nor left.
time just doesn't wait. why?
7:44 AM
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Tired day.
Slept at 10.30 last night but still didn't have enough sleep at all. T.T Very tired. Wasn't feeling right until I get to drink my green milk tea. Tsk, i don't want to get addicted on it! nono.
No mood to go shopping at all! How am I going to get my new year clothes like that. Zzz.
No mood to do this, no mood to do that, no mood to do everything and anything. Can I have a break! Just sleep at home and do nothingg. PLEASE.
I also don't know why I am so fed up. HAHAHA. okay. now need to dry my hair and go to bed!
the invisible footsteps.
the invisible trace.
everything is just fading away.
6:37 AM
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
School work school work!
Woke up early today to go to school because booked lab at 10am to do my UT assignment. Start at 11 and slacked. Used 2 whole hours just for 13 bars. Oh my. Have no inspirations at all. Tsk. Have no idea on what to do. Still have Studio technique's homework to do. Used 2 hours that day too, but did nothing. Arghh. Can music be a little more easier? I really have no talent at all! ):
Why time doesn't wait.
5:45 AM
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
am so loving this puppy!
Yorkshire Terrier. SO cuteee! (;
8:18 AM
Hardworking day!
me today very hardworking! Actually did some HOME work. YA, HOME work. hahahaha. Projects are stacking up! T.T - PD - UT assignment - Studio Techniques HOME work. Tsk, have to do them. LAZY. But still, must finish them. Well, have to wake up early and go to school to complete them thanks to my computer for being so slow. HAHHA, Pro tools will just make it lag and then hang. No no, I won't do this to my precious com. 10am to school tmr. T.T my sleeping day is gone. Must wait till Sat. Anyway, just did a plan for my sound design class and I'm so happy! hahahahha.
so here's the draft. Pretty cool right. LOL. okay no.
See! the final piece! muahahahhaa, I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF! hahahhaaa. It took me an hour to do it laaa.
Hahahaha, April told me that we are starting school 8am every tuesday. Walewww, faint. So early! SIAN ttm. Why why! I thought we start 2pm siol. though is no much better. Arghh, thats too too earlyyyy. T.T
my house is just like insect's kingdom. Whatever insect you can list, I could catch them for you. *faint*
7:48 AM
Sunday, January 17, 2010
DANGGGGG~
Was too bored in class today, so I've decided to create a blog and start blogging. Saw the blog skin while I was browsing the skins page and find it damn cute! lol. Life life, everybody seems to be so troubled recently. Or is it the way I look things now different. Seems moody everywhere. It isn't as colourful as what I see when we were all in secondary school times. Everybody is troubled, about everything and anything. DANGGGG, Please! everybody cheerup okays! We need colours in our lives! You know life is going to come to an end. Enjoy life while you cann. HAHHA.
life (;
7:29 PM